Awoken to bad news... RIP Mom...

Around 9:30am I received a phone call... I thought nothing of it until it was handed over to me.
It felt like everything stopped..

My mind is in a state whether it wants to believe this or not but it's slowly sinking in..

My mother passed away..

Dad said she laid down to nap and she didn't get back up, she passed away in her sleep peacefully.
But she went out fighting...

Dad told her that we were on our way, she tried so hard she fought for a long time, she tried so hard to wait until we got there.
She tried, she fought for so long, I'm sure her voice right now would still be strong..

She was my hero, my best friend, my rolemodel..

She was always there to pick me up when I was down.
She always did things that made me laugh and smile, as did I for her.

It's hard to believe she's gone... and the cancer won but not without a fight..

I'm crying off and on because it hasn't fully settled in my system yet.. but it is slowly..

I'm anxious to see my dad right now.. he was trying so hard not to break down over the phone.. he was trying so hard...
He needs us more than ever right now.. I am really anxious to see him...

I may not be very responsive here and on skype so in case I don't reply..

Thank you...